I can't remember anything after the first few words the doctor said: 'I'm sorry to tell you that your test results came back positive.' After that, it was all just a blur of sounds and images -- the traffic outside, my heart beating, the look on his face. Everything was moving in slow motion. I just kept hearing those five words echoing in my head: 'Your test came back positive.' How is it that five stupid words can change your whole life forever?".